Mountains to Ant Hills

Right now, I want so badly just to blog away all my thoughts. I want to type them all out so that maybe they'll leave my head. I know that probably won't happen.. but I'm definitely going to give it a shot. Lately, I've come to realize that life is a whole lot bigger than I'd like to think it is. Life is more than your problems, your struggles, the things that keep you awake at night. We aren't on this big ole world for no reason. We have a purpose. I'm not exactly sure where I'm going with this but I do know where I would like for it to end up... so bear with me. No matter what a person looks like on the outside, they've got some sort of battle going on. Whether its trying to break a habit, trying to move on from the past, or simply trying to make it through the day.. we've all got something we're fighting. Sometimes these struggles can seem so big. They can absolutely tear you apart. Recently I've been struggling with letting go of some things. Although I know it's the right thing for me, It is just so unbearably hard to let go of something that I have become so accustomed to. I've been so strong, yet at times I have been so so weak. It has kept me up, it has followed me around, and it almost changed me completely.. until I woke up one day and realized this: when I'm 35 or 5o or whatever age and married with children, this mountain that I am climbing will look alot like an ant hill. I'll definitely look back on it and reflect.. right now I'm not sure how I'll look back on it.. being negative or positive or nostalgic or compassionate.. but I do know that I am going to be okay. This mountain isn't as big as it seems and I am positive that I will still struggle sometimes, but this too shall pass.